29th May 2010
Saturday // 11am // 2 years ago
29th Apr 2010
Thursday // 11pm // 3 years ago
Trial and Error
Due to recent developments in my life I have come to the conclusion… While I know the perfect recipe for great sex for everyone else, I can not seem to find the perfect recipe for myself.
This poses a dilemna for me for two completly obvious reasons: 1.) Sex is required for basic human procreation… why in the hell should it ever be unsatisfying or boring. 2.) Creating other peoples ultimate happiness but never truly find my own, is leaving my mind numb… I feel like my ego is starting to suffer.
I am not a virgin, no nearly a slut… I just happen to enjoy sex… with apparently men and women who are not as experimental or experienced as myself… so why after many failed attempts have I come to a crossroad?
In my very first relationship I discovered myself in ways I never thought I could. For example… In my experimenting I discovered I am not a one man woman… In fact, I would prefer to be with a man and a woman. I want to be able to experience love in every imaginable way.
Shouldn’t the pleasure of sex be connected to the euphoria of being utterly in love? Should I not find the most pleasure in the comfort of the person with whom my soul is most deeply connected? Having been engaged once and in a committed relationship with both a man and a woman… I dont find the answer easy to find…. So here I have been wrong this entire time.
The only thing I know about love and sex is that in the error of finding our perfect sexual adventures we can laugh about all the andys or pinkies of the world. The pass out couples, and the injuries… falling off the surface you are on so not fun…
In conclusion although I am still discovering the right recipe to the perfect hook-up, I am having much fun along the way and I promise to share all my thrilling adventures and all my epic failures as long as you promise to laugh cry and share all my joy and pain…
02nd Mar 2010
Tuesday // 3am // 3 years ago
“Silence is the true friend that never betrays.”
“But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine.”
“Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow ~ Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead ~ Just walk beside me and be my friend.”
“A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”
“Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies. ”
“To me, fair friend, you never can be old
For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
Such seems your beauty still.”
* William Shakespeare
“The proper office of a friend is to side with you when you are in the wrong. Nearly anybody will side with you when you are in the right.”
* Mark Twain